M Not In love

Last day some thing funny and interesting happened...and i couldn't find my logic or principles to rationalize it...
It didn't let me sleep the whole night...i kept on thinking about it.
I couldn't even understand the feelings i was going through(& maybe still am).
It all seemed so strange...and yet so familiar...
i know m not making any sense.
And that was the exact reason i dropped the idea of posting about it when it first occurred to my head...
then as i was just about to leave this page feeling lost and defeated,the music widget began a song titled -"I Am Not In Love". By 10cc
i was immediately interested in the song and followed the lyrics very carefully..funny how it went with my feelings(o.k...maybe not by every word )
I have got the lyrics here in the hope that i might be able to express lil bit of what i am going through...

I Am NOT In Love~

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because
I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

I like to see you
But then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you
Don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there
So don't you ask me
To give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me
I'm not in love, no no, it's because..

Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time
Ooh you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh you'll wait a long time

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love
I'm not in love


Well hope i have been able to share some of the emotions running high inside of me...
ciyea!
Sin

:S